in a great while I stumble across someone's
NDE testimony that I find to be uniquely outstanding
and awesome. Christian Andréason (pronounced
On-dray-son) and his NDE testimony is the
latest one! For reasons that you will discover
for yourself, I consider his experience as the
most inspirational I've ever read. His testimony
is filled with new insights - new "pieces"
- to fit into my own NDE cosmology puzzle.
It was on June 2nd of 1995, that Christian
had his NDE. Because of an unanticipated drug
interaction and overdose, Christian's blood
pressure was caused to plummet while undergoing
routine dental surgery. Once out of his body,
Christian took a rare, highly transcendental
and extensive tour of "The Divine Realm"
where he entered into the light of God. The
experience not only changed the entire course
of Christian's life, but also the direction
of his music career. He immediately became more
focused on all things spiritual; serving friends,
loved ones and even those some might consider
strangers in anyway possible.
for being an award-winning - critically acclaimed
recording artist, Christian Andréason is a singer,
songwriter and producer of inspirational music
for his independent record label,
Wonderboy Records. Since 1987 he has professionally
recorded hundreds of songs and produced a total
of 9 albums. Praised by celebrities, major press
and even former United States Presidents, Christian's
music and messages of love have so far reached
millions of ears Internationally via Internet,
television, stage and radio. Currently Christian
is working on his next album with Grammy Award
winning music producer, Joe Hogue. (LeAnne
Rhimes, Donna Summer, Michael W. Smith, Ce Ce
Winans and Roy Orbison).
enough, Christian is the writer/singer of the
theme song entitled, "All The Time"
used by fellow NDEer and long-time # 1 N.Y.
Times Best Selling Author,
Eadie for her 2002 award winning television
program, "Embraced by the Light" ...
which featured Betty's famous book of the
same name. Betty J. Eadie was the first to discover
and publish some of Christian's NDE writing
in several pages of the 1999 inspirational book, "The
Ripple Effect." The two are great friends,
as Betty has been a great source of inspiration
to Christian for many years.
writing about spiritual issues and recording
future music, Christian now devotes several
days every week toward a thriving spiritual
therapy/one-on-one ministry practice based in
Houston, Texas. Using his God given intuitive
gifts and clairvoyant abilities he has since
helped a multitude - including many well known
in entertainment media, politics, ministry and
in the new-thought movement.
The following is
an edited version of questions and answers taken
from Christian's forthcoming book. While
it is reprinted on my website for inspirational
reading, I ask that you request permission directly
from Christian before professionally copying
or reprinting any part of this material. Thank
you very much.
June 2nd, 1995 I had what is commonly called, "a
near-death/out-of-body experience." This
event occurred because of a reaction to medications
I was taking while having dental surgery performed.
Two weeks prior to going in for the dental surgery,
I had injured myself while lifting a big screen
TV up a long flight of stairs in the rain. Once
at the top, I slipped and lost my footing. While
I did manage to catch the TV, I pulled out several
major muscles in my lower back. Because the
medications I was on were not powerful enough
to ease the pain, I remained bedridden for over
a week. I was later given an even stronger painkiller
so that I might get up and move around. On the
day of my dental surgery, now weary of the thought
of any additional pain and discomfort, I purposefully
took a rather large dose of the pain killer
before my dental appointment thinking that would
save me from feeling anything. Because I was
very nervous that particular day, I had a lapse
in my memory, and forgetting that I had already
taken some pills ... I took another handful!
By the time I got to the dentist's office,
I was feeling a bit woozy ... But because I
had forgotten I had taken that extra handful
of pills, I really didn't think I was in
any danger. Actually, I felt pretty good. But
then the inevitable happened:
dose of pain killers ended up conflicting with
the anesthesia given to me in the dentist's
office and the result was that my blood pressure
fell to low and I was literally knocked unconscious
and right out of my body. During a brief amount
of time, my spirit traveled through what I know
and now call, "the Heavenly Realm."
During the experience, all time stopped ...
and two minutes of Earth time turned into what
seemed to be days, weeks and even months. I
saw an uncountable amount of wonderful places
that were not of this world and many spiritual
truths were Lovingly and generously revealed
to me with mind-bending answers. Almost the
whole time I was guided mostly by a being that
appeared in the form of the most beautiful woman
I have ever seen. Following us were three other
guides who all appeared as men. All were robed
with a beautiful glistening white, diamond-like
material. I could also distinguish that they
had Light coming from underneath their garments.
I knew that this Light was their true bodies.
The moment they came into my awareness, I recognized
these beings as having been some of my closest
friends that have been with me for all time.
They were very kind to me and very caring about
my feelings. There are no secrets in Heaven,
so information that might have been considered
embarrassing was treated with tremendous sensitivity.
And even in moments where I might have cried
knowing that someone knew my deepest darkest
secrets, wonderful warm laughter was often exchanged
between us instead. No matter any unpleasantness
they may have known about me, I knew that I
was eternally and unconditionally Loved! For
many years, after my experience, I have continued
to stay in contact with these dear ones through
dreams and meditations. During my experience
it was revealed to me that they had made many
appearances to me during my life, particularly
during difficult times in my childhood and adolescence,
only I was not consciously aware of them or
their presence at the time.
you passed over, did you see God immediately?
At first, I did not
see God immediately. However, I did FEEL the
presence of God everywhere! When I found myself
in the Realm, initially I spoke with my very
Loving guides, absorbed amazing information
and took in the bigness of everything that was
shown to me in God's Heaven. Then, toward
the end of my experience, I stood in the wonderful
presence of a great Being of brightness and
knew with my whole heart that I was in the midst
of my Creator, who is a being of unconditional
Love and infinite Light. Many of you will not
yet remember, but you too have stood in the
very presence of God! I saw that before each
of us are sent forth into our various missions,
we are brought into a vast Cathedral of Light
known as, "the Throne Room of God."
In this room resides the very essence of all
Creation, the Being those of us who are Jewish
or Christian know and call Father God. This
Being is the author of all that exists and he
is tremendously pleased with all that has come
forth from his Light. Because our Souls are
covered by what is known as a "veil of
forgetfulness," we are made to seek God
out in ways that hopefully has us seeking him
in each other. Each of us carries the Light
of the Creator within us and it is through this
experience we call "life in a flesh"
that helps us to better understand the Creator
and develop the inner Light he placed within
us by practicing Love. A time will come soon
enough where we will be back in the Loving arms
of God and it will be a very Joyous time for
us all. But first we must work at accomplishing
the thing he sent us here to learn ... LOVE!
2. When You Got to Heaven, What was
the First Thing You Saw?
I arrived in Heaven (in my experience)
I found myself in a huge room where the walls
and ceilings were made of pure crystal and they
had Light coming from the inside of them. The
effect was amazing. Then as I looked up, I saw
four translucent screens appear (and form
a kind of gigantic box around me). It was
through this method that I was shown my life
review. (Or rather I should say my LIVES
IN REVIEW!) Without ever having to turn
my head, I saw my past, my present, my future
and there was even a screen that displayed a
tremendous amount of scientific data, numbers
and universal codes. I saw the beginning of
my known existence as a Soul and saw that I
had existed Spiritually long before this incarnation
-- where I am now a male human known as Christian
Andréason! In Heaven, I undeniably saw that
I had lived an innumerable amount of lives.
Yet, what I saw went way beyond our comprehension
of what we think reincarnation is. So, I am
not exactly speaking of being born again and
again on this planet alone. I saw that it is
a big Universe out there and God has it all
organized perfectly. Each of us is sent where
we can obtain the best growth according to our
Before the review ended,
I was shown something that blows my mind every
time I think about it. I observed myself go
before what I understood to be as the Throne
of Heaven. This is a great domed hall in the
center of a golden city and is where the highest
presence of God exists. What I saw was nothing
short of spectacular!
In short, what did
As I entered the room,
I was washed with a brilliant white, golden
and rose colored Light which filled me with
indescribable happiness. I knew this Light had
created me, as it had everything else. The Light
was God ... both Father and Mother Creator mixed
together in a colorful body of Light I have
since learned to call, Christ.
looked up, the Light went on and on without
end. I was lifted high up into the Great Light,
and as this happened, I felt fully embraced
by my Creator. I knew without a doubt that this
omnipresent being found great delight in me
and I clearly heard thoughts that I was considered
a perfect being of the Creator's Creation.
What were you told?
was told many things. But one thing has always
stuck out in my mind: each of us have pre-planned
moments where what I call, "clue events"
will occur. These moments always trigger a memory
that Heaven planted deep in the subconscious
mind before we came here ... and once set off,
the memory makes its way up to the more conscious
part of our brain and enters our main stream
of thought. This event then evokes a future
thought or feeling in us, which sooner or later
produces an action that gets us walking in the
direction toward our destiny. If you understand
the concept of "déja vu" you know
what I am talking about. In Heaven, I saw over
and over again, things that we see almost on
a daily basis, which might even seem mundane
... could actually be clues for us to pick up
on to get us going in the right direction! I
understood that before we came to Earth, many
of these clues were shown and explained to us
and in our spirit we hold a deep knowing of
what any particular clue really means for us.
I saw that the conscious mind does not need
to recognize a clue, (although Spiritually
sensitive people will eventually begin to discern
them), it is the eternal "subconscious"
part of the mind that does all the spiritual
work for us. A clue can come in the form of
us looking at a clock at just the right moment
and seeing a set of numbers that mean something
to us ... it can be hearing someone say a familiar
phrase or "trigger word" at a very
interesting period of your life ... or it can
be something as simple as seeing a single item
sitting somewhere odd that intrigues you to
wonder ... "Why is that thing there?"
I was then shown the time we call the beginning
of Creation. There was a huge explosion, coming
from a singing, pulsing, Joy-filled ball of
bright Golden Light. I knew that I had been
a part of this great Light, as have the rest
of us. From this Light exploding, I found myself
happily and quite excitedly hurling through
space and time. I arrived safely in a perfect
place of peace and amazing splendor. I knew
immediately that this place was geared toward
the expansion and education of every Soul that
came there. I call this place, "the Realm."
In this place, we are assisted by many wise
beings and helped to complete many years of
training and Soulish expansion.
Where is the Heavenly
In all honesty, the Realm
is all around us, and not just above ... but
directly in front of us. It is hard to see,
but it is there. Heaven exists in another dimension
that can only be entered by the way of Spirit.
There are many different Heavens and Realms
of Heaven. They are stacked one atop the other
like pancakes and scattered all throughout God's
super Universe. Each sits at a level that can
accommodate those who walk within it. At the
highest level is the Master Creator, God, and
at the lower levels are the various forms and
presence(s) of God. Everything is regulated
by vibration, current and frequency ... the
higher our spirit's level of vibration and
frequency, the higher our Spirits are able to
go throughout the Divine Realm. God, the Creator,
vibrates at an absolute level that is so fast
that he is perfectly still. His frequency is
incomprehensible and is ever-expanding upward
What does Heaven look like?
There are many levels and dimensions in the
Realm. There are great cities very similar to
the ones we live in now, only these places have
great harmony and balance to them. I saw whole
cities made of gold and precious stones. One
city that always stays in the back of my mind
is a great metropolis made entirely out of what
looked to be sapphires. It glows with the most
luminous blue and white Light. It reminds me
of a white Christmas tree with beautiful blue
glass balls. I had a knowing that this place
was where Loving Christ-like communicators choose
to gather and exchange thoughts. There is a
tremendous amount of Love and Grace in Heaven.
No matter where you go, the feeling of Love
and Joy is everywhere. There is no other place
you would rather be.
Is there a special
place where we stay in Heaven?
The point to incarnating in a physical body
is so that once we are done, we can then explore
the many worlds and places of wonder within
the Realm. However, each of us is allowed a
sacred space there, (where we can make a
home for our Soul), if we desire to.
(I will explain more about this below.)
How does Heaven
change in appearance?
up you go in Heaven, the more it becomes impossible
to give a human description. I try to explain
it by saying there are flashes of Light and
brilliant colors of every spectrum everywhere.
In fact the colors that are in Heaven are more
brilliant than the ones we have here on Earth.
There are healing tones that play incredible
music, which all together form one single sacred
song. There is such tremendous LOVE, PEACE and
JOY there that you can think of no other place
you would rather be. There is no way to really
describe the high Heavens. It has to be experienced
by the individual. And all individuals will
have this experience when they are ready and
it is time for them.
So Earth is not our
Earth is home
for the physical human body, which is
temporary ... even the Earth is temporary.
But Heaven is made of pure, radiant
Light that lasts forever and ever. Heaven
could certainly be said to be our real
home, however; as we Spiritually mature
we will continuously move up and up
until we are once again reunited with
the Creator of all Creation.
Who goes to Heaven?
In the end ... believe it or not (sigh
of relief), everyone gets to come home!
Heaven is a place of ultimate LOVE. When we
have learned how to become individuals that
base our entire existence and consciousness
around manifesting LOVE, we then become capable
of entering the domain of the higher Realms
of Heaven. If we do not practice Love, we can
only go so far and we will be made to incarnate
somewhere out there in God's super Universe
again and again (unlimited times) until
3. What Goes On in the "Divine
Lots of things!
Individuals are laughing, relaxing
and enjoying one another's company.
Some are off working together in
pairs (or larger), so that
they might bring a new concept or
idea, or accomplish a Divinely intended
goal for the planet. Some are off
to themselves reflecting in far
away, peaceful places and learning
how to work with and trust the power
they hold within them. Others form
close-knit groups and enjoy learning
together as they are taught by various
Loving, advanced teachers and guides
of Spirit. The Realm is a real happening
place I can tell you that! I always
laugh when I think of society's
image of Heaven as little cherubs
sitting around playing harps on
clouds. Ahhhh ... it's a whole
lot more intense than that!
Who can see Heaven
or the Divine Realm?
in the body?
Yep. Even in the
body. You will be amazed to find out that some
of the things you "thought you saw"
(but thought your mind was playing tricks
on you) were actually things Heaven was
helping you see on Earth. Again, the higher
up you go in your capacity to hold Love and
Light in your Soul, the greater the chance your
spirit will reside long enough in your body
to help your consciousness become open enough
to help you see and understand the Realm.
How can I learn
how to see it?
time you choose to participate in a LOVING THOUGHT,
you are manifesting the feeling of HEAVEN ON
EARTH. The reason most are so unsure about the
place from which we all came is because we have
not yet learned to LOVE ourselves or one another
enough. Once we learn how to LOVE enough and
keep this LOVE perpetual, we will build up a
tremendous inner Light and this Light will be
used to help us see glimpses into Heaven. Not
only will you be able to see or sense spiritual
things, you will also understand how to work
through issues that trouble you in your life.
For many, seeing or sensing Spiritually
can happen quite suddenly. Close your eyes and
take a deep breath. ALLOW the peace, presence
and Joy of Almighty God to wash over you like
a warm, gentle, flowing stream of water. Concentrate
on this feeling for as long as you are able.
Just imagine to your best ability what the word "JOY"
might mean to you. If you feel doubt or have "jumbled"
emotions about this word, it could mean that
you are holding guilt, shame or unforgiveness
in your Soul. These things have no place in
the Realm of God! Let them go now. Think only
what it means to LOVE and be LOVED. Be patient.
What will I see
when I seek to see Heaven?
report to having seen their
silver cord, some see white flashes of Light,
tunnels of dark blue or violet with a lovely
blue pastel color toward the end. Some of you
may even see moving figures, buildings, colorful
flower gardens or even
great celestial cities. Others report having
consciousness expanding thoughts come to
them which help them to understand their lives,
the world and the ultimate plan of God better.
Do we have a
home in Heaven?
As a matter of
fact, (as I said before) I saw that
we do (should we want one) and this
home can be as wonderful as we wish it to be!
It can be a quaint cottage or it can even be
a huge mansion. Real estate is not an issue
in Heaven! If you can think it, it can be done.
What many of us fail to realize is that each
of us DOES have the ability to manifest any
visualization into material form. In Heaven,
because all things are made from the essence
of pure LIGHT, this process is done much easier.
In Heaven, we have the ability to sculpt density
into the Light (using concentration)
and this is how we create form throughout the
Realm. We do this by lightly focusing (or
pressing) with our intention. You would
be amazed at how much you could accomplish here
on Earth once you master the art of concentration.
What did your
house look like in Heaven?
that I had a house made entirely of rubies.
These precious stones were affixed to the walls
in the hundreds of thousands to millions. I
saw that I have a very pleasant home in the
Realm. It actually has a flowing stream that
moves through the house and into a lovely, lush,
floral garden in the back. I saw that the furniture
was very similar to what we have here on Earth,
only more round and simplistic and with much
more cushion. Surprisingly, texture is something
that can very much be felt in Heaven. In fact,
all of our five senses are very much the same
as on Earth, only in Heaven, they are far more
developed. We have the ability to smell, see,
hear, touch and get ready .... YES!!! EVEN TASTE!!!!
Oh, yes children! THERE IS A GOD!
4. Did God Share With You What Your
Purpose Was in This Life?
I remember God conveying to me that I would
know times of great jubilation and that there
would also be times that I would know sorrow
as I pursued my ordained purpose. But I was
told that I would be blessed for every time
I succeeded in the name of Love. I was told
that every experience was extremely necessary
according to a greater plan that would unfold
plans and plans never-ending. I was told not
to ever worry about my competency, capacity
or ability, for it was promised to me that the
Light would never leave me to endure anything
I was not created to handle. I was told that
there would be times I would doubt myself and
my mission, but in the end, I would learn great
wisdom and eventually see myself as victorious.
I was shown an innumerable amount of scenes,
all containing possible realities I would eventually
experience. I was shown many Universes and worlds
that had organizational life on them. I saw
that everyone in every Universe is simultaneously
working together to fulfill God's great
Divine plan. I understood that God sees and
knows absolutely everything that happens everywhere.
I saw that while God does a great deal of planning,
our Creator never interferes with our volition,
nor does he ever seek to alter the way we feel
about things. God knows he need not interfere
because he knows that the law of cause and effect
is always perfect. This method will always bring
justice and teaching wherever it is needed most.
I was amazed to see how each of us is connected
eternally, that we have always existed, and
that we will never die.
I saw that we
were indeed made in the image of God, which
is an essence taken from the Creator's own
LIGHT. It is because of this Light that we can
never die. Every single child of God carries
this Light within their Soul, and we call this
Light, Spirit. As we learn how to LOVE, we build
the Light of Spirit within. A day will come
(in a time not so far away) when all
of our Light(s) will have become so large that
we will merge and go back to the Creator and
be as ONE -- just as we were in the beginning.
Once we are ONE again, there will be a great
celebration. And after a certain amount of time
has passed, yet again, there will be another
great explosion, only this time it will be much
bigger and the process of Creation will be far
I felt tremendous Joy
and honor in having been shown these things
and with great confidence, I promised my God
that I would do my very best. God told me my
best would certainly be enough!
Why is it so important
to understand Love and use it in everyday life?
The reason why we must
learn Love on Earth can be given a scientific
explanation. God is Love and absolute vibration.
The act of Christ-like Love elevates inner vibration.
As we learn how to Love and practice Christ-like
Love with one another, the inner vibration within
the Soul creates supernatural inner Light. This
Light helps us to enter various dimensions that
lead the way to the Heavens once we are in spirit
form. Contrary to what many of us were taught
in our various religions, "Heaven"
is not a reward for good behavior, it is a "higher
plane of existence" that awaits those who
ready themselves to enter. The only way to enter
through the door ... is to hold the key of Love.
How can I
learn more about the ways of Love?
came to the planet to be a way-shower
for all people and all religions. He
lived his life with great passion and
dedication to this word LOVE, so that
each of us might have a role model to
compare ourselves to. This is why he
said, "I AM the way, I AM the truth,
and I AM the life. No man can come to
God but through me. If you replace I
AM and ME with LOVE IS ... you get ...
is the WAY
comes unto GOD
they know how to LOVE
Christ had become LOVE
WALKING AND TALKING ON THE PLANET. One cannot
understand God until one understands and WALKS
AND TALKS in the ways of LOVE. If you walk in
Love, you will always understand God.
How does one know whether
or not he or she is walking in the ways of LOVE?
not easily offended (if at all)
and they are always willing to forgive
trespass! (This is a biggie!)
generous people who give wholeheartedly.
a positive non-oppressive relationship
with God that is continually growing.
all they can to be of service to
others and bring beauty to the planet.
Angels were everywhere, however; though Angels
are very important to my mission, they were
not always the focal point of my experience.
Of course, the ones with wings were always somewhere
in the background, watching and Lovingly serving
in any way they possibly could. One of my greatest
memories was when I found myself standing in
the highest Heaven, in the area I know to be
the Throne Room. As I looked up, I saw the most
awesome celestial event of dark purple and blue.
I also saw thousands of Angels with many eyes
and wings shining through and looking down on
me. These beings were interconnected and formed
a gigantic circle and I knew that they were
of great importance to God. I saw these beings
as the keepers and guardians of all knowledge.
These beings were gigantic and I had a knowing
that they could instantly evaporate anything
(that has been formed from fear and darkness)
with a single thought. But as they looked upon
me, I felt such tenderness, compassion, safety
and LOVE. Their greatest concern was always
for my happiness and that I be pleased with
what I was being told and shown.
How many Angels
do each of us have?
As many as we need. Some need one, but I
understand that most have two or even three.
These Angels mostly come in the form of guides.
However, winged guardian Angels are never far
away and always have a watchful eye on us to
make sure nothing prevents us from accomplishing
our Divine purpose.
Who are our guides and
what are their roles in our lives?
Our guides are what
I call our wingless Angels. They are our most
cherished friends and supporters in Heaven.
They never leave our side ... Never for a single
second. In fact, what many do not know is that
somewhere right here on Earth, in our families
or somewhere in a line of dear personal friends,
there is always one who acts as a Heavenly go
between for us and the Realm. Hence the verse, "Angels
walk among you unaware!"
6. What Were You Shown About Christ,
as Being the Son of God?
think it is very important to start off by saying
that I fully saw and understood that we are
ALL the children of God. Each and every one
of us plays a vital role on this planet. No
one is seen as insignificant or is unloved.
I understood that to be called a son or daughter
of God, means that you have matured fully in
all the ways of LOVE. Jesus IS the great leader
for all the Sons and Daughters of God, especially
those who follow the Christian faith. It was
made very clear to me that Jesus does not want
anyone bowing down to him and being subservient.
In fact, what Christ truly wants us to feel
is that we are worthy to walk right beside him.
Only through our agreement to walk beside Christ
can there be any real progress made in our lives
and in the world.
Why would you recommend
that someone get to know Christ?
For many years, I had
no clue who this man Jesus Christ was. Oh, I
was raised up to be a Christian alright ...
but I never really understood who Christ really
was until after my experience. I found too many
in Christianity come off as haughty and oppressive
... and because of this ... I wanted to distance
myself as far away from the faith as I could!
But in the process, I also distanced my self
from Jesus, The teacher of Love and that was
unfortunate! It was not Jesus' fault that
so many who 'said' they subscribed to
the Lord of Love's ways ... came off acting
like they had a board up their backside! Perhaps
if I had had better examples of Christ-Love
as a child, I would have understood the Lord
when I was first taught to believe in him, but
that was not in the cards for me.
now, I never EVER judge anyone if they are unsure
about what they feel when it comes to God, Christ
or the Bible. I have found ... you cannot rely
on humankind or a single book to reveal God
to you ... you have to seek these things out
with all your whole heart and let the Holy Spirit
be your guide. In time because of suffering
... I wanted to see the truth ... and the Holy
Spirit showed me: Christ is the light of God
that we each hold within us and will awaken
to when we choose to embody a Loving lifestyle.
The more we do such a thing (and put faith
based Love into practice) ... the better
our lives will become and the more we reveal
this inner Light to ourselves and others.
A great number of people on the planet
may think they know Christ, but it is clear
that they do not. They have not yet passed the
Love test. You can always tell who has Christ
and who does not ... simply by watching how
a person consistently treats people. Sure, some
people might have a bad day or two and totally
blow their cool, but I am talking about a person
who in their heart has a sense of urgency to
want to Love on and Joyously Serve others, and
not just the ones who look or behave attractively
... but all people. A person filled with the
Christ Light will always see that every Soul
on this planet is a precious child of our Creator
and will always do hers or his best to Love
on them with all their might! YOU WILL ALWAYS
HEAR ME SAY THIS OVER AND OVER ... LOVE IS THE
ONLY WAY TO GO! I cannot say it enough, because
this is the path to understanding God and Christ
in Heaven. The more you use it and put it into
practice ... the more you will evoke the Spirit
of the living God in you and see this for yourself.
I would Love it if you understood God and Christ
better ... so that you would once and for all
see that Love is an awesome energy ... it's
a tool that makes you more powerful than you
could ever imagine! Another vital thing to understand
about Love ... is that it also shows you that
you and all others are worthy to call out to
God or Christ and receive help at anytime. Not
only will the Light of God come, but Angels
will come running too. We may not see the manifestation
of this all at once, but God is always there
... especially when we call!
reason I really want some of you to consider
Christ, is if by some chance you feel like you
get lost ... especially at the time of your
physical death. You can call on Christ and he
will come for you!
What about the fact
that Christian religion says we are to worship
God and/or Christ?
many do not understand the difference between "worship"
and spending time in the presence of God Almighty
... If you want to bask in absolute appreciation
for our Creator's Love and Goodness, then
that is wonderful! Doing this will only empower
you to see that you are a very precious child
in God's Creation. The Joy of the Lord is
our Strength! I always encourage those I work
with Spiritually (all of my one-on-ones)
to seek out and spend time every day in the
presence of God. Nothing can be better! But
some believe that unless they are face down
on the floor or performing some repellant activity
or major form of sacrifice, that they are not
properly worshiping or "earning" God's
Love. I saw very clearly in Heaven that God
expects nothing of the sort from us ...and that
we need not seek to earn anything from God,
because everything has already been given! HOWEVER
... WE ARE HERE TO HAVE ABSOLUTE RESPECT FOR
THE GLORY OF GOD and OPEN OURSELVES TO RECEIVE
GOD'S LOVE, SO THAT WE MIGHT BE ABLE TO
GIVE LOVE TO OTHERS! In fact, if you really
want to know what true worship looks like, it
is how you treat others, when you are kind and
gracious with them.
Modern day religion
has no real concept of just how humble God and
Christ are. If they did, they would never utter
one single unloving word to any child of God!
As for me, I have personally chosen to see Jesus,
the Christ, as the true example of what a Holy
Child of God should be like. I also personally
believe that he is perhaps the greatest man
that has yet to walk the planet. I know in my
heart of hearts that each and every one of us
aspires to become the same. After my experience,
I found the scripture in the Bible where Christ
said, "Great things I have done, but greater
you will do!" He said this because he wants
us to join him in relationship to God. I have
nothing but total respect and LOVE for this
man, Jesus. While I never saw his human "face"
during my experience -- later on it came to
my realization that I had seen Christ, only,
I experienced him in a way that I wasn't
7. How Can a Person Become Lost After
Death? Don't We Just Pass On?
While God always
Loves us and never turns away from us,
when the time comes for us to crossover
... some may decide not to go into the
Light and remain earthbound for a time.
This is a very difficult kind experience
and there are a great number of Souls
who exist in this station right now.
In fact, much of my one-on-one practice
is helping those who have the energy
of earthbound Spirits hitchhiking in
their spiritual atmosphere. When I observe
that an angry energy is attached to
someone, I see that these beings are
lost ...and most have not yet found
God or Love during their physical lives
... so now they feel confused, bewildered,
caught or trapped. And (in a moment
of struggle) they feel as if they
have no other choice but to siphon off
the Light(s) of others ... who are still
alive and in a physical body.
Why does God allow a
Soul energy to sit on the energy of someone
NDE I saw that God had built the Soul to be
a kind of net that retrieves or catches energy
within it. Doing so not only causes the netting
Soul to grow spiritual muscle (by being
consistently weighted down by the energy in
his or her net) ... but it also gives transport
to a lost being ... also giving the lost one
an opportunity to observe us during moments
where we practice Love and/or remember our inner
Divinity. When a Soul is lost in the nether
regions (between this dimension and the
Realm) or in what the Bible calls, "the
death shadowed valley," it is because they
do not remember who they are in Christ ... and
have forgotten Love.
gives lost Souls an opportunity to grow by allowing
them to closely monitor us.
What happens to a person
whose Light is being siphoned?
The event of being "siphoned"
into can cause some very difficult issues to
happen for an individual being tapped into ...
especially if the person has attracted to them
too many unloving energies. Remember: we attract
to us energetically what we are (as an energy)
ourselves. Over time ... if our behaviors are
risky and unloving ... this kind of thing can
cause us to feel very "weighted down!"
Some people start to have overt feelings that
appear very foreign to their Soul or addictive
behaviors (minor and serious) may begin
to crop up and gradually take over. They may
have energy problems or feel constantly depressed,
angry, ill, jealous, resentful, lazy or fatigued.
People all the time will tell me, "I keep
finding myself doing or saying or feeling things
I don't want to do, say or feel!" Paul
in the Bible used to say this very thing himself
... and then openly speak about something he
called his, "thorn in the flesh" which
God would never remove from him. We all have
these "thorns" and it is in God's
plan that we learn how to deal with them, by
learning how to properly deal with the emotions
we feel within ourselves. This is one of the
many methods God will use to drive a Soul into
When people come to me about
issues that "seemed to suddenly come up
during a certain difficult period in their lives
... which do not easily go away" ... this
can be an indication that a person is in a process
of what I call, "holding" too much
spiritual energy on their Light-body that does
not really belong to them. And sure enough,
when I clairvoyantly look at a person who has
come to see me, I will clearly see the presence
of many energies who have all not yet crossed
over. All of them will be firmly latched to
the person, for the same purpose or reason as
one would be holding onto a life raft in the
middle of the ocean. Actually, (believe
it or not) this kind of thing is quite
normal, as each of us attracts energies of like
kind toward us at every hour of every day from
other dimensions. However, I find with energies
who are causing problems, we can drawn the presences
of these energies too near to our core Self
and this can greatly affect how we think and
see ourselves. Think of having multiple personality
disorder and you will somewhat grasp what I
am saying. I have noticed when it comes to these
energetic beings, many of them do not feel comfortable
with God's Love or Christ ... and they are
unsure as to whether or not they have the right
to call out and claim their Divine birthright
of receiving salvation. When I see this ...
I know that there is a strong likelihood that
the person in front of me ... "holding"
... might have similar issues as well, as I
always keep in mind the laws of attraction draw
to us what we are. So in my one-on-ones, I do
what I call "Soul retrieval/Love revival
work" and I work with an individual to
get them to create as much Christ centered Love
in their lives as possible, so they can eventually
cause an explosion of inner Light that not only
puts proper distance between them and the visitor(s),
but a proper barrier for what we would think
of as evil as well.
Long story now made
short ... I do not recommend that you follow
the path of some of these Souls who become earthbound.
When your time comes ... and the Light, the
tunnel, Christ or your departed Loved ones come
for you to take you home ... go with them and
go to Heaven! That is where you really belong!
Just know that when you Love God or Christ ...
you will just naturally sense of feel where
you need to go in Heaven and arrive in that
is an essence of absolute Love, Light and beautiful
sound. What I understood (in Christian practice)
to be the WORD of God, is actually the SOUND
or MUSIC of God.
God is a great LIGHT-filled
Being who sings all tones simultaneously and
uses this method to bring all things into existence
... He causes each Creation to resonate with
one another in perfect harmony, once that Creation
has aligned itself with the ways of Love. God
uses his SOUND to create all things and give
them life. He then extends his Light and helps
that Creation to take form. All of us hold Light
and Tones within ... We are here to learn how
to better use them by living life in a difficult
environment for the spirit and Soul ... the
How long is the Light
of God with us? Is there anything we can do
to make it go away?
Once God extends his
Light, that Light will remain with that Creation
for all eternity. There is nothing that can
remove it. Each and every one of us is surrounded
by a great beacon of Light. This is our eternal
cord that connects us to our Creator. When most
speak of seeing a tunnel (in NDE experiences)
what they are referring to is the cord that
ever connects us to God and the Light of Heaven
shining through it from up above.
How is it that you
were shown these things?
not quite sure of what ALL the reasons might
be; I do know I was destined to be some kind
of teacher on this planet and I think that is
obvious ... but one thing is sure ... I am so
glad my NDE happened cause God knows I really,
really needed it! All I can say is ... I have
been very blessed and very assisted to get to
this level of understanding. I have worked very
hard to be a Loving person all my life and I
have endured my fair share of heartache. Much
of my childhood was filled with abuse, neglect
and harsh experiences and at times my adulthood
has been far from being a piece of cake too.
But I do not lament over this, because I know
that these difficulties caused me to grow in
spiritual strength. Yet, there is another thing
I think about that might have caused the NDE
... perhaps I got too lost inside my shattered
perceptions (during moments of pain)
and started going in the opposite direction
of what God's true plan for my life was?
One thing I know about God, is he always
comes to get us if we get too lost in our lives.
My experience put me back on the path and I
work daily to stay on it, but even still, I
still fall off from time to time. Now having
said all this, it is important to know that
every single person can know and see all I have.
They just have to get themselves to a place
of Love so they can.
So you are saying that
I can I hear from God? If so, how?
Yes! I am saying that
ANYONE can hear from God! One does not need
to be Moses or Jesus or Buddha to hear from
their Creator. To hear from God, all one has
to do is THINK as the CREATOR thinks. Well,
I happen to know that God thinks only ONE central
thought, so this should be easy for you! GOD
THINKS ABOUT NOTHING BUT LOVE -- ALL THE TIME!
If you are living your life according to
the ways of LOVE. (Which are the constructive
ways that you know deep down in your spirit
that are right for you), then you can confidently
know that you have the ability to hear from
God. If you are actively seeking to spend time
in the presence of God ... then you can bet
Spirit is going to provide opportunities for
you to do that! You will always know when the
presence of God is with you ... you will feel
like a grateful and excited little child again.
Actually all of us hear from God everyday,
only we are not aware of it. Because we can
get so caught up with the illusions and ego
distractions of this world, we can lose focus
easily. It is like being immersed in an action-packed
movie or book while someone is speaking, only
you find yourself looking up and saying, "huh?"
once you realize they have been speaking to
you for some time.
How do I know if
I am hearing from God?
that is not of LOVE is not of God! PERIOD! If
thoughts of judgment, condemnation, bitterness,
unforgiveness, ego centered anger or hate based
retaliation come into your mind and dominate
it, please know, this is not God. This is your
ego speaking, which is ruled by fear. God fears
nothing, therefore; God can speak no thing that
is reminiscent of fear. God only speaks using
a language of Love.
9. What About Sexually Diverse People?
this world was to ever find out just a small
amount of what sexually diverse (gay)
people are here to do on this planet, there
would never be one single wisecrack or hurtful
remark made ever again. Instead there would
be great respect! People who speak disrespectful
things about people of this orientation ...
enact judgment, and do so from a place of unenlightenment,
insecurity, ego and socially induced prejudice.
Some may use mistranslated scriptures taught
to them, not by the Holy Spirit ... but by fear-filled
human beings. Many will choose to sustain a
Divinely unsupported satanic hate-based rage
against these children of God, rather than using
Love to bring understanding and healing between
both peoples. Christ said, THE GREATEST COMMANDMENT
IS THAT WE ARE TO LOVE ONE ANOTHER! When people
sling condemnation, judgment and bitterness
at others, they are not practicing the great
commandment. They are allowing their Souls to
fall into darkness.
What were you told
or shown about this issue?
When I got to Heaven, one of the first things
I asked was about the very issue of bisexuality,
as it had caused me a great deal of concern
my whole life. My lady guide walked me to a
room that had a large screen in it. On the screen,
I saw two forms of Light conjoining with one
another in the act of making Love. My guide
then asked me to tell her which was the male
and which was the female? I said, "I dunno!"
She smiled at me and said it does not matter.
She went on to say that the two Lights were
what God saw when he looked upon us. She explained
that God always sees us as our higher selves
and that gender is a very temporary thing that
will not be around forever. It was further explained
to me that God himself is both a Mother essence
and a Father essence to us, therefore; God fully
understands our attractions for members of similar
genders. It was told to me (or rather I
was reminded) that there are no mistakes
in the way each of us were made. God knew what
each of us would be challenged and blessed with.
We each act according to our heart (or developed
Soul center) and as we mature Spiritually,
we come up higher each time.
thing I was shown was a couple engaging in activities
that focused on Lust rather than Love. My lady
guide said that these individuals were in great
spiritual duress and bringing upon themselves
a life that would present much challenge. I
saw that their Soul Lights began to dim significantly
and there was a dark haze all about them. My
lady guide then told me a time would come when
these individuals would need to learn to come
to God with their sexual selves, so that he
could help them to use their sexuality in a
more Loving way. More than likely, emotional
or mental illness would emerge and help guide
them to a more Loving path of expression. As
I looked upon the figures, I sadly commented
that lust was a major factor that involved many
gay people. The lady smiled at me and explained
that all fall into lust before we fully embrace
the Light within ourselves. Later the lady also
revealed to me that the two dimly beings in
spiritual duress ... had been a married heterosexual
What was the dark
The dark haze was what I call gray or shadow
energy. This is a challenging type of essence
that coexists with us on the planet. I believe
this is what the Bible refers to as demons.
These entities' job unto Creation is to
help bring us additional weight and life obstacles
which match our non-positive or unloving thoughts.
With the weight of their essence on us, our
inner Light is blocked. After a period of time
where we go stumbling around in the darkness
of our lives, we are once again encouraged to
return to more Loving thought and action. As
soon as we produce enough Light in our Soul
from having been Loving, the gray or shadow
energy is then popped off of us. WHERE THERE
IS LIGHT, DARKNESS CANNOT REMAIN! However, we
must maintain Loving action and thinking because
if we return to a less positive way of being,
these entities return bringing reinforcements
with them. When this happens it is time to do
10. How Does One Do Spiritual Warfare?
answer might surprise you. Spiritual warfare
is a practice of celebration. Why? Because celebration
is the very opposite to depression which is
what dark energies want us to fall into so they
can tighten their grip on us.
do not want us to celebrate and rejoice in the
fact that beyond any truth … God is Love
and God's Love has already won and achieved
victory over any challenge that might come against
us. It is up to us to open ourselves up and
receive God's Love … All we must do
is simply … believe!
The dark forces
of challenging energy come to steal our Joy!
The reason for this is because misery Loves
company! Ever notice that?
are in the habit of being down adore it when
others come and join them in their destructive
pity party. Well, these "sad parties"
are for the most part attended by darkened energies.
Because dark energy is joyless, it wants us
to become the same! However, never forget …
the Joy of the Lord is our Strength!
When you feel as if you are being overcome
by shadow … it is time for you to announce “NO
MORE!” and celebrate your life! I highly
recommend that during times when you feel something
evil is trying to sneak up on you from the back
door, swing open the front door and let the
Light of God's Love come in your life in
every way you can think of or Holy Spirit shows
you. Throw out all behaviors you know to be
destructive and unpositive. Allow no negative
conversation to come from your mouth! Only affirm
Turn off the TV... and put on the CD player!
Use music to heal your life! Keep in mind that
when we go back home to Heaven, music is what
God uses to restore our Souls! Powerful and
stirring music is everywhere! If we are wise,
we will play good Love affirming music in our
environments often! I use everything from Gospel
to Enya. Play that wonderful music in your homes,
cars and work spaces everyday. Think of it as
a can of Lysol that not only helps to disinfect
your space from dark energy, it spreads colorful
rainbow Light for you to walk into.
Sometimes I feel so
ashamed because of my weaknesses!
Never allow shame to
come down on you because you have fallen into
challenge. Every person on this planet has to
endure this process and every person has been
made stronger because of it. The occurrence
of challenge is a part of God's perfect
plan. Most think that they have to make themselves
perfect before God will have anything to do
with them. This is not so. It is our challenges
in life that help us to find him! Once we get
past our challenges, we understand the great
unconditional Love he has for us and he uses
our experiences to help dislodge others who
are stuck in the same places we have been.
What happens to me Spiritually
once I am able to have victory over a challenge?
Each time we are able
to build our Light back up, we then add solid
muscle to our Souls. I am speaking of spiritual
muscle (made of dense Light) which
will help us to lift up issues and challenges
that might have been impossible to get through
before. It is through this method that God prepares
us to undertake our life's mission. This
is why many people have difficult lives before
they come into their glory. The challenges they
faced will have strengthened them to the degree
that once they arrive at their Divine destination,
very little will be able to shake them.
is that thing that helps us learn what LOVE
is by showing us what it is not. All things
on Earth must come to a place of balance. All
things must have a parallel. This is how we
are each caused to grow Spiritually. Just as
a face (due to gravity) may wrinkle
with time, so does a Soul become weighed down
with ego. Ego is always LOVE'S opposite.
Love raises vibration and ego lowers it. Ego
is a mental essence that each of us is made
to endure for as long as we walk the planet.
Ego is that thing that tells us in our mind, "No
you can't do that ... because you're
not talented, thin, good-looking, wealthy, intelligent,
young, strong, interesting or intuitive ENOUGH!"
This is the voice of the Liar. The Liar is the
voice of ego. Let me put it this way: wherever
there is separation, condemnation, self-doubt,
lack-mentality, bitterness, hostility or segregation
... you can best be sure ego is not far behind.
ego do this?
Ego wants to keep you earthbound and Heavenless
for as long as it can. It is an essence that
has been sent here to learn just as you have.
However, it has a duty to challenge each of
us and cause us to learn as it learns for itself.
There is nothing to fear about the ego. It is
just a fragile, spoiled child that screams and
rants until it gets what it wants. And like
any child, if you ignore it during its temper
flare long enough, sooner or later it will get
the message that those kinds of methods are
not productive and will not yield positive results.
If you understand the ego, you will understand
the concept of the devil. Satanic frequency
is the LOW-RANGE frequency that surrounds us
in our collective thinking. It is the opposite
of the HIGH, INCOMPREHENSIBLE LOVING frequency
of God. Please hear me out on something...be
careful of the music you listen to, the movies
or TV you watch, the gossip or negative speaking
you participate in. All these things LOWER the
Soul's vibration. Lower vibration brings
depression, disillusionment, disease and despair.
The lower our Soul's vibration falls, the
more these dark things come upon us. Once you
fall into LOWER vibration, immediately seek
to amend it with LOVING, HIGHER VIBRATIONAL
THOUGHT. It is like anything else, the more
you put into something, that is what the end
result will be.
There is a place called "the
Death Shadowed Valley," where some Souls
may choose to go to if they feel too afraid,
guilty or shameful to approach Heaven or God.
This is an in-between place or dimension that
separates Souls from this world and the next.
...And as I have discussed before ... being
caught in this type of situation is a very difficult
process to endure and can cause problems for
both the living and the dead. However each of
us has the ability to call out to God or to
Christ ... and immediately ... we will be taken
home to Heaven. Or we (the living)
can pray and call out to God to send his Angels
to come and take others home. It is important
for us to understand that we each send ourselves
to the places our Soul believes it most belongs.
We do that now here on planet Earth. Those stuck
in addiction, lust, bitterness and hate -- these
are the ones truly in hell. But the moment we
choose Love, we can get ourselves out. God never
sends us anywhere we do not wish to stay. We
have totally misunderstood the concept of hell
on this planet.
What about a place
of burning fire?
I do know of
a place in the deep regions of the Realm where
I saw great caverns of electrical blue fire.
However, I understood that this place was for
the purpose of Loving purification. God would
never send his precious creatures to a place
to be burned or harmed. It is completely contrary
to our Creator's nature.
full of hellish experiences and God would prefer
we keep ourselves from as many of these things
as possible, so that we do not overly darken
our Souls ... which in time will only keep us
from remembering who we really are.
What are some things
I should watch out for?
allow hatred to exist within you! Do all you
can to remove it from your life. Hatred is the
greatest toxin known to humankind. Never allow
yourself to remain angry. Anger brings disease
and challenging energy. Do all you can to avoid
excess. Excessive food, drink, lust, intoxicants,
ambitious planning, competition, and (of
course) grief, bitterness, resentment and
judgment. The gray energies can easily fool
us into becoming unbalanced if we over indulge
in any one person, place, thought or thing.
Be sure to get plenty of fresh air, exercise,
rest and watch what poisons (unnatural substances)
you put into your body. Drink plenty of water.
Your spirit wants to help you wash toxins out
of your body. Water was made for this purpose.
Your body is the temple for the Spirit. The
ego will do all it can to have you disrespect
yourself so that you might ultimately lose your
sense of importance and Divine worth. Beware
of the ego at all times and look for it in all
situations and people. Once you spot ego, ask
God to help you assume spiritual control. Never
be ashamed to ask for God's help. He is
right there waiting to show you the way out
of your dilemma. Seek to be respectful to all
living creatures. Be generous whenever you can.
Remember that Mother Earth has been a gracious
host, let us do all we can to keep her a wonderful
place for our children to live.
13. How Did Your Near-Death Experience
Affect Your Music Career?
I came back from my NDE, I made a promise to
myself that I would only record and sing songs
that had a positive and healing influence on
the Soul. So far, I have kept that promise and
I'm honored to hear from those who tell
me they play my music in their homes, cars,
at work and in their healing spaces every day
or at least several times a week. It pleases
me greatly to hear from these folks and then
find out that the music is helping them to heal
from trauma, break spells of depression ...
or motivate and cause positive momentum in their
Music filled with strong flowing
melodic lines, lush tones and positive lyrics
can cause us to become filled with Light thus
enhancing our ability to give and receive Love.
Because God is actually part MUSIC, good positive
music can greatly help us maintain a sense of
connection and union with our eternal Spirit.
After my NDE, I came back fully understanding
the power music has over our lives; as God gifted
me with an ability to be sensitive to tones
held within the music. Now I have an advanced
capacity to comprehend what tones are secretly
communicating to the Soul. I use this ability
when I write, arrange and produce mine (and
other's) music. In fact, that is why
I typically write the melody first and then
put the words down later. For me, music is a
message waiting for a translation. An artist
is a person whom God has blessed with a tremendous
emotional vocabulary to communicate to others
(who are still developing their impressions
about the world that surrounds them.)
In my NDE, I learned that dark tones
and harshly/suggestively sung music (with
negative lyrics) listened to over time,
makes our mind and Soul progressively distressed
and dysfunctional. Usually the artists doing
these kinds of songs are typically distressed
and dysfunctional themselves. It is because
of this that I strongly advise people who are
working on fixing their lives or staying on
a Light filled path, to stay as far away from
such music as much as possible! Unfortunately,
much of the "popular music" in today's
culture is littered with destructive lyrics
and non-nurturing tones. Without being aware,
the general public has been trained by the greed
based media to actually become entertained by
dysfunctional songs, and most people (especially
youth) have no clue that much of the music
(they are listening to) is actually injuring
them emotionally! Some may have an inkling of
this fact, but because of media hypnotism, socialized
peer pressure, boredom or lack of quality music
... they listen anyway. And we wonder why we
have so much violence, materialism, uncontrolled
lust and other issues? From what I now understand
spiritually, the TV and the radio has just about
done modern day culture in! And if we don't
start becoming more observant to the negative
programming we are filling our minds with day
after day, we are going to be caused to become
numb to what is actually good for us and not
be able to make effectual and lasting "positive"
momentum in our lives! We have to train ourselves
to pay close attention to how the music we are
listening to makes us feel. Does it make us
feel peaceful, joyous or dynamic? Or does it
leave us feeling aggressive, resentful, bitter,
lustful or arrogant? Be careful! Music is powerful
stuff. It can either help heal you or hurt you.
With all my Heart I advise you to listen wisely!
14. What Would Be the Most Important
Thing You Could Say Now?
never forget ... You are so Loved! Never is
there a time where you are unseen or forgotten!
To know Love ... you must practice Loving! Remember,
your challenges in life are here as gifts ...
once you succeed in getting past them, you will
be rewarded by being filled with Loving and
healing Light. There is no greater feeling than
this. When in doubt, remember -- Love is always
God bless you my precious
brothers and sisters! Please know I am sending
out Love and good energy to whomever will receive
Be Loving to one another and Love
will be good to you.