Trigger of Sexual Orgasm
Margaret Birkin's near-death experience
Margaret Birkin went through an experience
which was not only life changing, but which even now, years later, she can
still recall in every detail. Her near-death experiences are examples
of how they can be triggered by sexual orgasms. The following is a
description of her experiences.
I was 46 years old when I met my second
husband Peter. I had been married previously for 23 years and raised two
children. My sex life with my ex-husband was OK but nothing to write home
about. I had never experienced an orgasm with him in those 23 years. We had
separated and were almost divorced in 1993, and Peter came into my life
almost immediately that I left my marriage.
I was attracted to Peter very much
sexually. I found myself at 46 years of age becoming interested in sex
again. I, who had always been shy and a little conservative, started reading
books about sex and sexual positions. With Peter, I had no inhibitions at
all, and I was experiencing for the first time, the most wonderful sex.
One evening, I had an experience of the
most incredible feeling. It felt as if every nerve in my body was alive with
energy. This was accompanied by the most wonderful feeling of bliss. As the
feeling enveloped me, I found myself leaving my body.
I found myself in my own chest area
looking up at what I knew was my crown charka. I could see a light ahead of
me. All of a sudden I became frightened to move. I actually thought I was
dying, and for a few seconds, I fought the sensation. I was describing to
Peter what I was going through. I was still physically there in body, but my
soul, spirit, whatever you want to call it, was no longer there. I was
within my own chest cavity.
The next thing I was heading upwards to
the light and broke through into the most beautiful light and place of
beauty. I was so amazed and it took me quite by surprise. I found myself in
the realms of what I would call spirit. I was in another
I found myself having a tour of this
place. I could see auditoriums with people listening to speakers. I was
aware of Halls of Learning and places of the most beautiful beauty. I did
not want to return, but at this stage I started to feel the pull to go back
into my body. I could not control it as it pulled me back.
I was exhausted after that experience
and had a rest for a few nights. Then we made love again. Again, I left my
This time I traveled to what I call the
Halls of the Masters. What amazed me was the black and white large tiled
floor in this place. Many years later, a client would tell me about her
visit to this place with the same black and white tiling. I felt that she
had been with me. Her version of this place was the same as mine.
As I wandered around, I saw my
spiritual teacher and Master, Maitreya. He was playing chess with someone
and as I moved closer, I could see it was Sai Baba. I was so amazed. They
both looked up and laughed at my amazement. No words were spoken, but they
seemed pleased to see me.
As I was watching them, suddenly I
moved ahead and out of their dimension, into another one.
Here I was out into space. I was moving
very slowly, but I could see ahead of me an energy which is the
only way to explain it. It was a long way off and I knew that to reach it, I
had to move slowly. It was an inner knowing. Again, I was physically
attached to my body, but out-of-body consciously. I was able to talk to
Peter, albeit very softly, as if physically miles away. This helped because
I could not believe what was happening. Again, after a while I had to return
to my body.
The next time this happened, I became
aware of the Universe itself, of space, of our connection to space, and to
the Universe as a whole. I passed galaxies, and at one stage, passed black
holes which felt as if they were the Chakras of the Universe. Still the energy in front of me seemed such a long distance away.
Every couple of nights I took a
journey. I don't know whether Peter felt left out, but each time we had sex,
I left my body and went further and further into space.
As each night I traveled further and
further from my body and the Earth realm, and the energy got
closer, I became aware of the co-relation with the whole of life itself. I
became in awe of the creative work of God.
Then one night, I came closer to the energy and as I did, I felt it for the first time. It was pure
love, pure unconditional love. At this point in my life, I had never seen
myself as a decent person, but this energy spoke to me in thought and told
me that I was a beautiful person. It told me to let go of the conditioning
that I had of myself as a person with no worth.
The love from this energy
was amazing. It was so profound I sobbed uncontrollably.
My next visit, I got closer and the
same with the next visit. Finally, I was able to merge with this energy and
the bliss, happiness, incredible peace that I felt inside. This being's
energy was so incredible. I did not want to leave.
It spoke to me in thought and told me
that one day when I had finished my spiritual development, this energy and I
would work together. However, I had a hard path in front of me with my
development and I was not to give up for in the long term. It would be worth
it. It also told me that I needed to move toward it slowly, because, had I
not done so, I would have burnt up within the spirit.
They call the orgasm in some circles the little
death. For me it was a death and a rebirth. I was
never the same after that. I don't think I will ever change either. It was
the most amazing experience and one I know I will never forget.
"The soul is here for its own joy." -
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