Rita
Bennett's mother, Lorette Jesse Reed, had a very unusual experience
when Rita was being born. Later, her mother would share with her the
experience several times as she was growing up. It involved going to
a heavenly city and being sent back by God. But the story kind of
went unnoticed by Rita. Decades later, while researching a book on
near-death experiences, she had a moment of synchronicity when it
dawned on her that it was a near-death experience her mother had.
You can read more about Rita and her organization at
her website. The
following is one of the near-death experiences, reprinted her by
permission, which Rita documents in her excellent book,
To Heaven and Back. I highly recommend this book especially for
those Christians who are still not sure whether the near-death
experiences are Biblical. The following experiences will show you
they are, in fact, Biblical.
In 1974,
Valvita Jones entered Kansas University Medical Center due to a
serious infection after having a cesarean section. At the
time of her NDE, Valvita was a woman of faith, a
wife, and the proud mother of a young daughter. Here is her account:
Feeling so
peaceful and free, I started moving upward. I realized my body
was below me, and I vaguely remember observing efforts by the medical
team to revive it. My main interest was that I was above the
room. I was not even in the room but in the first sky. I
say first sky in the heavens, because it seemed as though there were
three heavens that I passed through.
At the first
heaven, I met a being. Or I should say, he met me. I
recognized him as Jesus Christ, and he led me through the three
heavens. When I think about Jesus' physical presence, it almost
fades away, because the predominant feature is that he is love through
and through. As I recall, he had dark brown wavy hair and an
olive complexion. I looked into his eyes. They were
piercing but loving and as clear as blue water. You could almost
see yourself mirrored in his eyes. When he looked at you, he
looked straight through you and into you. You realized
immediately that he knew all there was to know about you.
There now
seemed to be a heavenly illumination that caused his hair to be light
red and his eyes bluish, almost transparent, and his skin a light
golden color. There is no way to fully describe his
coloring. It is like another world's color. It's the
Shekinah glory, iridescent golden light glowing through him. In
his resurrection body, his coloring is uniquely different from
anything on Earth.
I'll tell
you what happened in the three heavens. The first heaven was
light blue in color but brilliant and so unlike anything I've seen
that I can't fully describe it. It opened up, split down the
middle as though along a seam, and both sides rolled back like paper
scrolls. This happened as fast as a snap of my fingers. We
went through two more sky-like heavens, which also rolled back one
after the other.
In a matter
of seconds I found myself before the most High. The most High is
the term I use because I recognized the presence of God the Father.
In looking at him, I couldn't really see him, but there was an awesome
glory, an awesome presence. You could feel it everywhere, and I
realized that he was on the throne. When I tried to see what the
throne was like, I discovered it was invisible. I knew it was
there; I just could not see it. It was so big that it extended
all the way to Earth; Earth
is part of that throne. This was an
incredible awareness. Stunned by it all, I felt as small as a
little ant, so insignificant. Trembling, I found myself
prostrate. While I was lying there on my face, he spoke to me.
It was unlike the mental speech between Christ and me, because the
Father sounded like many waters rushing. I lay there a very long
time, with God speaking to my soul. The words he spoke to me
can't be recalled, but they were about me and my life.
As I lay
there, I relived every instance of my existence, every emotion and
thought. I saw why I was the way I was; I re-experienced the way
I had dealt with people and they with me. I saw where I could
have done better. I felt emotions I was ashamed of, yet I
realized there were things I had done well and felt good about.
As we looked at different scenes, I would respond, "Yes, I see
how I could have done it another way, a better way."
I wondered
how anyone could feel worthy in God's presence. I wasn't
condemned, but I didn't feel worthy. It's hard to explain.
The whole time that was going on, for how long I don't know, I kept
praising God.
With the
ending of my life review, I felt absolutely unworthy of being there in
the presence of this magnificent light, unworthy in comparison to the
grand scheme of things.
"It is all so beautiful, and what am I?"
I said this to God.
Then Jesus' hand touched me, and I was able
to get back on my feet because I had previously had no strength.
Taking me by the hand, he led me to the side of a main arena. He
looked into my eyes, into my soul, and I knew he knew and understood
everything I felt. When he looked into me, it was with more love
than I ever thought possible for anyone to know. He smiled, one
look letting me know everything would be all right.
With this
reassuring look he led me to one side. He stepped away from me
and went alone into the light. Where Christ's light ended and
God the Father's began, I cannot say. They both gave off light
and their light was the same light. I will never forget this as
long as I live. When Christ had stepped away from me, he turned
sideways and stretched out his arms as a bridge. One arm
extended to me and one to the Father. His arms were extended as
if they were making a cross and a bridge to cross over.
It was like
a visual representation of the scripture:
"For there is one God
and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus, who gave
himself as a ransom for all." (1 Tim. 2:5-6)
God is on one
side, and all people are on the other side. Jesus himself is
between human beings and his Father to bring them to him. Christ
made this possible by giving his life for all people. Everything
I knew from scripture was flashing into my mind.
Then I heard
the Father and Son communing about my case.
Jesus said,
"My
blood is sufficient. She's mine."
When he said that,
all the doubts about my unworthiness disappeared. I jumped up
and down, shouting and rejoicing. I have never been so happy in
all my life! The kind of love I felt is beyond
explanation.
I kept saying, "Oh, my God. Oh, my God.
This is my mediator. This is my advocate."
Just as I
read in the Bible.
Jesus came
back to where I was and looked at me again with comforting love.
We rejoiced together. He went on teaching me and talking to me a
lot, but I don't recall the details. Now being so free and so
loved, I never wanted to leave his side. I told him so, but a
look in his eyes told me I had to return.
I asked,
"Must I really leave?"
He looked at
me with tenderness and said, "Yes, because there is a work I have
for you to do."
Coming
back into my body in intensive care was as quick as my journey out had
been. It seemed like the speed of light. Christ
brought me back. I looked at his sweet face for the last time, a
face I could have looked at forever. Next thing I knew, I was
looking into the face of a friend who had gotten into intensive care
by saying she was my sister. I didn't realize where I was.
When I saw her face, I was shocked because Jesus was gone so fast.