The following is Benjamin’s suicide NDE testimony sent to me by email in his own words.
I had a near-death experience over 4 years ago. It was in 1999. It was a couple of days before my 20th birthday.
I took an overdose of barbiturates on a cold autumn night in April beneath a city building. After I finished taking the pills, I went to sleep.
I felt this tugging at me. It was really warm and sensual, like something touching me very softly and very warm.
I felt this incredible euphoria. I felt like a feather floating from place to place.
There was this orange glow. It was like a sunset but a wide bright orange sunset and there was this coolness like a breeze blowing past me.
The next thing I knew, I was in this tropical paradise and there were these tourists walking around.
There I was sitting in this cafe that was shaded with palms and bamboo rafters.
I felt this cool moist misty breeze. It was like that misty air you get when someone is spraying the hose and you are in the vicinity.
I was talking to this man who said that it wasn’t time for me to go down to the beach. I wanted to go to the beach but this man told me that it wasn’t the right time yet. He walked away.
The misty breeze got a bit cooler and I was swept off my feet.
Next, I am in the local city hospital, lying there.
The following day, I started vomiting because they pumped my guts out to remove the toxins from inside.
I felt weird. Everyone said I had been unconscious and in a critical condition but everything was going to be okay.
Well, that day ended and I was whisked off to the psychiatric unit that night.
I’m wondering if heaven lies in the oceans.